![]() ![]() But for every great emotion, there is an equal and opposite emotion that can result. bc they are just gonna keep hurting you.As cliché as it sounds, falling in love can turn your world upside down, changing your plans (hopefully for the better). so in my head this song means that as much as you want to fall for someone and you know you will but ou know there bad for you. i know that i messed up but i know I'm gonna keep falling for him. but this song is the only song that has helped me try and get through this. he used me for my body, he used me for everything. but now i feel like he's never gonna need me again. every mistake he made i forgave him and moved on, but i make one mistake and i get left. and i just wish that i didn't mess me nad him up. this song says "I'm falling again" and i always fall for him bc i was in love with him. but i just i want him back but i know i cant. and i thought everything was my fault i felt like i made him lead bc of something i said. this song came out right before we broke up for the 8th time. I think no matter how I try to become better I'll never redeem myself. ![]() And the whole song tells how much I hate myself for it. But every night whenĪnd you’re not here, and there’s no one to blame but the drink and my wandering hands" tells how how much I regret the things I've done that night. I've been trying to become a better person ever since then because I believe she will forgive me one day and we could start over again. All she remembers me by is the worst memory I gave her. The years full of blissful memories of our times together were completely replaced by that one night. I don't deserve to say I love her anymore. Now I can't be there for her because I'm the reason. I used to be her go to every time she's hurting. I hate myself so much for making her go through that kind of pain. I am never gonna forgive myself for that. All I remember was waking up to my love disgusted in me after what I've done. I ruined everything that was going on for us. But then that night I did something terrible and suddenly I do not know myself anymore. I treated her with respect and had pure intentions for her and I never failed to show it through the years of pursuing her. I just can't believe I did it to the girl I love most. I wish I could blame it on the alcohol but that wouldn't be fair. I don't even remember it happening or what was I doing or thinking when the incident happened. I took advantage of the love of my life one night when I got drunk. My interpretation is pretty much based on my personal experience. Meaning aside, this is such a beautiful song and makes me feel all sorts of emotions but makes me especially sad that harry went through this :(((( He is helpless and at an all-time low in his life. This is almost like a plead for help as he has fallen so deep that he is unable to get back to where he was and he hates himself for it. Near the end of the song, harry gets very vulnerable and screams I'm falling. By falling again he means that something has happened in his life for him to fall back into a bad place in his life where he just got out of. As if he was falling down a dark hole again. The metaphor of falling just makes me think about how lost he would have felt and as if his whole world was crashing down. But he is worried that because of what he has done, the person he loves has moved on and has forgotten him. This line is about harry still caring for this person and wants the person he loves to still talk about him because this means they still care. ![]() "what if I'm someone you won't talk about" This line mentions that harry hates who he is and is in a dark place in his life and cannot bear to be around himself after what he did. "what if I'm someone I don't want around" He hates himself for it and doesn't know who he is anymore ![]() Whatever he did, he regrets it but the damage has already been done and he can't take it back. The first verse talks about harry and his wandering hand, this could be about him either cheating or the use of alcohol. When I first listened to this song I burst into tears because it is so raw and meaningful and feels so personal compared to his previous album. ![]()
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